Assalamualaikum .
Yesterday he was absent . How can i know was not the matter . I felt an emptiness . Make me realized that he was not around . Today i saw him but he's not him . Saw him menundukkan kepala ats meja when the teacher was not in class . There was something that i want to know . I know there must be something that caused him to act like that . He looked moody and helpless .
Without i realized , i was being concerned and worry too much that i couldn't tell anyone . By writing it in the blog hopefully can make me feels better . And yeah now i know in the deep of my heart , the feeling is still there .
*spec-ky

